Friday, July 16, 2010
My eyes are low. I am tired. Today was so busy.... I am watching Pretty Little Liars, some lame guy is writing me on facebook, and I need to roll my hair, for work in the morning. I talked to my guy today, and the convo was stupid. As a Cancer, I can see how I definitely hold on to bad relationships. I know that I need to let go and move on. I am getting better at it, I basically let him know that, we can never be. But some how before we pressed the "end" button on the telephone, we both found our selves saying "I LOVE YOU." I am ready to be off of this love roller-coaster. Up we go our hearts take flight, but our minds are stuck in neutral, because logically we aren't ready for this. But I just want it so bad, just to be a family, just to feel love, just to give love. Its hard to turn away and deny that, but sometimes thats what you have to do to have sanity. Let Go, Let Go, Let Go of someone who hates being held on to.
Ciera Chantál impeccableimperfections forever 12:44 AM