Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Confused.Content

I'm exhausted. Today was very long & disturbing. This morning started off wrong and things didn't get any better. But instead of complaining about today, I'll try to put on my happy face and get over it. But it's not healthy to keep things bottled in! I'm am tired, physically and emotionally. I just want a little break, time to free my head. I want time to breath because all of the needy, clingy, judgmental, over-bearing people in my life are starting to affect me in the wrong way. One little wrench in my routine, can throw my entire life off of track, and guess what, today I got a wrench.


I have decided to take that big, nasty, mean, wrench and be thankful for it. It is the push I NEED to look at my situation. I know what I am want to do. I know what I want out of life. I know that it is no better time to do what you want to do, than the present.

I have hopes, dreams, and aspirations. In the overall scheme of things, I'm doing great, I have a lot to be thankful for. I am blessed, and I have reasons to smile. I have my health and my sanity. I have a relationship with Jesus. I know that everything that is happening right now, is for a reason and a purpose. I may not understand these things right now, but everything is for the best. Life is Impeccably Imperfect.

If you take nothing this blog post, I hope that you are inspired, or atleast intrigued to think positively.

2 comments:

ebony870 said...

I was once involved with a married man. When wifey came around I felt powerless and stupid bc I knew I would never be in her shoes. I was just a piece of meat. (good meat tho!) lol But when I seen how such a great person she was, I cut him off immediately and has vowed to myself to never get involved with a married nor committed man. Besides, I am entirely too stingy! It felt so wrong. He lay with me to get a good temporary feelin and he lay with her to relax and be loved. BIG DIFFERENCE! I was one of the lucky ones to realize that and I let it go! So tell em Ci Ci!

impeccableimperfections said...

Ebony, I've never been with a married guy. But I love the way you got out of it. You have true standards, and knew that you deserved better. I value your comment, and your post made me smile. Thnx!