We've all had those relationships that went south. We still walk around the emotions that we wish we could wash away. I know for me, its certain people that I can’t shake for the life of me. I absolutely hate that feeling. No matter how much I want to forget what we’ve shared, it’s hard to erase memories. But I don’t want to be that girl, that’s emotionally attached to someone that’s not attached to anything.
I pretend to just hate the person I care for, until I’m emotionally freed. This mechanism has worked for me in the past. I wish I could just express my true feelings,
(f-ck your feelings) but in the end no one really cares. Eventually you’ll get over it. Time heals all wounds. I just wish time would hurry along, because I still get butterflies around the idiot. I just want to get over it.
Mariah Carey feat. The Dream