Do you think a 23 year old is ready for marriage, honestly?
Monday, November 15, 2010
Wedding Time-Clock Is Ticking
I’m 23, been with my guy for 6 years (as of Dec.21.2010), and we have two lambs, J.R. and Landen. I am at the point in my life where I am ready to get married. We already live together and we are already a family. I know it sounds cliché, but I am tired of living in sin. I am not really sure if I want the actually Marriage more than I want the Big LAVISH Wedding. I am one of those girls who watches wedding shows and dream about her big day. I know that I will be a Bridezilla, lol. I have already warned my friends. I probably won't be as bad as some Bridezillas, but I know that I will be kind of demanding. I want a nice gown, an awesome venue, and a just about perfect day. I am so ready for my wedding day!!!! I have dreamed of this day for so long. But the thing is, he hasn’t popped the question! I want a traditional proposal, he better be down on one knee with my Princess cut solitaire diamond engagement ring. But in all honesty, I don’t know if I am ready to VOW my UNCONDITIONAL love for someone, when I get married, I want it to be for eternity. Unconditional, means that I would love him, basically no matter what. Although I do love him with all of my heart and soul, I am not quite sure if its unconditional, yet. I think we need a growth period, to find who we are and to explore what we really want, in out of life. Maybe I’ll be a dashing bride, in about 2 years.
Ciera Chantál impeccableimperfections forever 7:17 PM